April 2005

Updating...
Haha.. back in this blog again.. updating the pass one mth.. lately lazy to decorate the blog le.. haha.. well if u guys are waiting for me add u in my blog list.. haha wait!!!! coz i am really so lazy to do so.. oops... hahaha..

Exams
ok.. i juz finished exam on the 28 april... the sadest exam ever.. guess its nt easy to pass.. but i really hope to pass. well din spend much time studying as my mind is stuck with many unsolved problems.. i simply juz could not put it aside, therefore causing so much problems.. well it's nt over yet..

Friends
Problems like levis tt grp hai.. heard from willie.. all not toking anymore,.. y?? :( all the couples broke up?? and all lost contact? or still clubbing as usual.. i really dunno.. ju gone for a week so much had changed.. haiz.. why is this so.. missed those days we were out playing enjoyin.. levis actually i still prefer the days back.. when u me and kelvin 3 of us always hanging ard.. but now its not i dun like the current grp.. but its juz tt i prefer those days.. the 3somes days haha.. where we always go out meet and play during weekends and enjoyed ourselves so much.. and the most unforgetable event is the one at planet paradigm.. now changed le.. haha.. tt nite was so shiok.. lolx.. well the 1st ever time i get so drunk.. but i really let my heart out.. but now.. there's nth i can do to let my heart out.. not even drinkin.. coz i dun really like drinkin although i can drink alot.. lolx..

Quarrelling
well, nx problem is.. u noe who u r.. i dun wan to mention ur name here.. scold me for nth.. well.. coz i noe u dun read my block.. tt's y u dunno what happened.. so its doesn't matter... i will juz let u have the best memory of him for u!~ i dun wish to explain to u nt becoz i dun treat u as a frien.. coz i treasure u as a frien.. the more i feel tt things should kept as the way it is... well full stop for this incident.. i will nt blame u for this..

Love Life
Well.. haha.. last part of the blog is always on bgr and i noe u all wan to noe what has been going on. Well as I can say.. the one I love onli brings me pain and sorrows.. the other thing tthe tells me is tt.. he does not wan to be tie dw.. tt's y.. i cant do anything but to accept.. no matter how hard i cry.. i still have to accept.. if u ask me y i love him so much.. i also dunno... the feeling is so.. i also dun wish to love someone but i dunno what makes me love him so much.. and make me td him so much as well.. he also got tell me abt him.. love the day i went out with him on fri!~ it is so nice and i will always rmb this day.. as for whether will we have the chance to meet.. maybe nt.. i am seriously going to give up.. details of me and him will be out maybe later or i dunno coz i need to go work le.. so i can onli summarized it.. but still i wish to say i love him!~ :p
ok i end here.. will continue 2 nitez.. coz i will be late for work.. i really hope he will msg me and tell me what i wanna hear seriously~!